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Thursday, 22 October 2009

  • ytd when i was teaching jia wei, who is a k2 std,

    she asked me,'y u dont teach my jie jie? is it u dont like my sister?'

    who and when said that she doesnt like her jie jie.................................

    it's bcos i need to teach in minds so i cant teach her jie jie............

     

     

    i always remind myself to move on

    sometimes i would think that if i want to continue, or should i stop

    i just found myself always cannot what i want

    sometimes i tgt ppl would know me well, but i just found it quite wrong

    ytd i was being scold by my teacher bcos of i suspect my judgment

    sometimes, i suspect myself is not as good as the others so when i hear sth and i start to think a lot

    and bcos of the scolding, i was late to work....hee

    no matter how much do i struggle, the tone color is just not come out

    if a song cannot influence ppl, that is just a paper

     

    i still cannot determine what song should i choose for my diploma

    i like chopin's etudes, 3 notturnos from liszt, prelude from debussy and the cat and the mouse from copland

    i never ever thought that my teacher let me choose chopin's etudes and 3 notturnos

    i thought i can only do it when i'm in lrsm

    i admire it

    it's just if it plays for me to do it in the exam

    i still cannot make up my mind

    i never play puppret dance and nocturne in f minor for my grade 8 and i still regret very much

    i know if i let go this chance, i may not have chance to do it, especially for chopin's etudes

     

    i finally finished debussy's etude 1,

    it's my first etude, and i chose it bcos i admire that guy was doing so nice

    for the coming passing through lesson, i'll work hard and pass it nice

    i'll do as nice as that guy did

     

     

     

     

     

     

Thursday, 15 October 2009

  • it's like the up and down of the music notes

     

     

    today's the very first performance for my students in minds school

    i'd never thought that they would become the first batch of students who go and past throught this process

    i thought it'd be william who need to take theory exam at the end of this month

     

     

    it's a mini concert for the keyboard class

    adam was doing surprisingly well

    i still remember he cant even punch the right note in sept

    yun xuan was too nervous when it came to her turn

    she didnt know if she should start while the whole room of people is looking at her

    but they r managed to do well

     

     

    sometimes, i am quite pity for them

    sometimes, they did even better than those normal students

    it would not be a very respective way if i try to compare those normal std to those special students

    i just found that there is nothing to do with the lazyness.

     

     

     

    recently, i am choosing songs for my diploma

    at first, i should be taking atcl in this dec, but bcos of the changing in life then i have to delay

    finally, i dropped it out and change to ab dip

    at least i really fight for what i want

    the process of this route is like......i practice until cry

    although i found that dip is now like achievable to me

    the length of the performance is like crazy. i dont reli know how many days do i need to practice until perfect

    from the day i started diploma, i reli found that grade 8 is just like guadrating from o-level

     

    my head is growing bigger and bigger

     

     

    anyway....this is one of my dream

     

     

     

     

    heard that my grandma was not well

    something that i cant control

    i just dont know how to describe

     

     

     

Thursday, 01 October 2009

  • 最近在mrt 和bus 上

    在不停在問自己想要什麼

    其實我一路都明白其實我是我願意付出多少東西來換呢樣野

    有時, 我都ng g 自己要黎做咩

     

     

    在鏡子裡, 我真的看不到我自己

     

     

     

    原來性格是不會改變

    要改也改不了

     

     

     

     

     

    很多score 在等著我

    不知道為什麼會有一種很想看下去的感覺

    很多以前沒有機會做的

     

     

     

     

     

Monday, 28 September 2009

  • 上班差不多一個月

     

    睇住d 小朋友由執返黎淨係可以問返佢地'what do u think?'

    到而家shape 到佢地起碼可以accpet ge level

     

    都有少少滿足感

     

     

    最近執左幾個grade 6, 7 ge 返黎

    教得好辛苦

    睇到自己有咩ng 夠要好努力惡補償

     

    今年的syllabus 真的有點過份

    當自己靜下來去練他們的歌的時候

    很有一種陪住佢地考試ge 感覺

    再加上自己的功課, 備課, 我覺得很辛苦

     

     

    睇地佢地好多都好努力

    monique 克服困難

    ying ryue 雖然沒有琴但很認真學和留下來練

    alwyn 真的回家聽youtube

    group theory 時jogina 同owen 的笑聲

    jay yew 問的那些很天真的問題想起來也覺得好好笑

    megan 付出很大的代價去overcome 自己的constraint 由basic 跳到grade 2

    ashley, hui ren, yau zhong的笑容

    auntie jessie 想學彈chords 來讚美神

    special school 的adam 同ying ying 很努力預備15/10 的表演

    還有其他很多很多在這一個月有很大進步的學生...e.g. jia wei, li wen

     

     

    我從來都不覺得自己教曉了他們什麼.

    返而, 佢地的努力都令到我覺得要再努力d....

     

     

     

     

     

Thursday, 17 September 2009

  • it's been the end of the 2nd week after commencing to work

     

     

    super busy

    a lot of things to pick up, a lot of things to learn

     

    sometimes i also dont know what am i doing

     

    when i look at myself in the mirror, it doesnt look like me

     

     

     

    when there is no std, i used to sit in my studio and practice

     

    especially after talking to those troublesome parents, lazy students

    i will sit there and play

     

     

     

    i cant deny that i'm very tired after work

    but i would like to give thanks as i never fall sick

     

     

    i am having volunteer work in sengkang minds sch every thur

    i just dont understand why those std with special needs can do better than those normal std

     

     

     

    i should work harder, right?

     

     

     

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