ytd when i was teaching jia wei, who is a k2 std,

she asked me,'y u dont teach my jie jie? is it u dont like my sister?'

who and when said that she doesnt like her jie jie.................................

it's bcos i need to teach in minds so i cant teach her jie jie............

i always remind myself to move on

sometimes i would think that if i want to continue, or should i stop

i just found myself always cannot what i want

sometimes i tgt ppl would know me well, but i just found it quite wrong

ytd i was being scold by my teacher bcos of i suspect my judgment

sometimes, i suspect myself is not as good as the others so when i hear sth and i start to think a lot

and bcos of the scolding, i was late to work....hee

no matter how much do i struggle, the tone color is just not come out

if a song cannot influence ppl, that is just a paper

i still cannot determine what song should i choose for my diploma

i like chopin's etudes, 3 notturnos from liszt, prelude from debussy and the cat and the mouse from copland

i never ever thought that my teacher let me choose chopin's etudes and 3 notturnos

i thought i can only do it when i'm in lrsm

i admire it

it's just if it plays for me to do it in the exam

i still cannot make up my mind

i never play puppret dance and nocturne in f minor for my grade 8 and i still regret very much

i know if i let go this chance, i may not have chance to do it, especially for chopin's etudes

i finally finished debussy's etude 1,

it's my first etude, and i chose it bcos i admire that guy was doing so nice

for the coming passing through lesson, i'll work hard and pass it nice

i'll do as nice as that guy did

最近在mrt 和bus 上

在不停在問自己想要什麼

其實我一路都明白其實我是我願意付出多少東西來換呢樣野

有時, 我都ng g 自己要黎做咩

在鏡子裡, 我真的看不到我自己

原來性格是不會改變

要改也改不了

很多score 在等著我

不知道為什麼會有一種很想看下去的感覺

很多以前沒有機會做的

it's been the end of the 2nd week after commencing to work

super busy

a lot of things to pick up, a lot of things to learn

sometimes i also dont know what am i doing

when i look at myself in the mirror, it doesnt look like me

when there is no std, i used to sit in my studio and practice

especially after talking to those troublesome parents, lazy students

i will sit there and play

i cant deny that i'm very tired after work

but i would like to give thanks as i never fall sick

i am having volunteer work in sengkang minds sch every thur

i just dont understand why those std with special needs can do better than those normal std

i should work harder, right?